Agreed...
Mind control is a real problem for those of us who have survived the ops. Getting your memory back and figuring out what happened about when and where is a struggle.
I've been able to roughly estimate my time, and pull what feels like some memories from the 20 & back, through what seemed to be Nacht Waffen... it feels like most of mine that I've been able to pull up, feels like strictly Earth ops, 2020 and later. If there was anything off the Earth, it mostly regarded travel to/from Cere's, or construction/retrofitting work on Enceladus, Saturn's "battle" moon. But then again, my minds been scrambled like mad... it's brutal, trying to get any of it back. Been lucky I could even get together some of the basics. But what I've been able to get back, seems mostly like either: timeline work on Earth, security work in North America specifically on Nacht Waffen sites and facilities, or trades work on same sites/facilities.
I've been able to get some of my school AND medical records from growing up, before the mandatory "file destruction" took place 7 years after graduation... I've figured my approximate dates for 20 & backs were: 1999/2000 to 2020 (Enceladus/Ceres), and 2009-2031 (natural progression on Earth, followed by 2020 "homecoming", a decade of Nacht Waffen, and being sent back in 2031 to 2009). Either that, or the timelines being merged have REALLY screwed with my ability to trace it all back... but the first one (2000-2020 time range) is guaranteed. I have the records from school & medically, along with personal memories of before & after the "ops", that at least give some credence that I've been involved in at least one SSP 20 & back. It really screwed me up. Bad. And after 2009, I had another lost decade as well... it HAD to have been SSP. I don't know what else it could've been. And trying to figure it out has been absolute hell.