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PennyBradley replied to the topic 'The "reality" of the Secret Space Black Ops.' in the forum. 3 hours 49 minutes ago

The usual and normal function of alters is to move your consciousness aside and take over the body, like possession. The alter considers the body to be his/hers and just 'wakes up'.

There was something about the particular code that was used on me that allows some alters to interact with each other without taking possession. We sit in my head and gradually merge together. Some of the stronger alters have attempted to become dominant. It's an ongoing conversation most of the time. It requires a lot of my energy to maintain the dominance of the alter that usually runs the body. But my Guides have assured me that this alter has the 'best' ethical compass and will do the best job of preserving a decent person.

Those who knew me at the time I was reintegrating Lt. Valkyrien were able to pick out when she was more dominant because of how I acted then. Lt. Valkyrien is more aggressive and enjoys toying with people she considers of lesser rank. In America she would be a bully. In Nacht Waffen, she was an officer. The culture was different and encouraged that kind of behavior.

I too have interaction with my Higher Selves [several layers of them], and they are more like me-but-not-me. My 6D Higher Self is still very bitter over how she was killed in her last physical incarnation, so even though I'm mind fractured, I tend to be kinder than she is. But she talks to me and gives me advice. Sometimes I take it. I have woke up in the middle of my 6D HS trying to use black magick to kill someone. So far I have managed to stop her shit. It's scary to me that my "Higher Self" is basically demonic.

My 9D Higher Self is more like how Higher Selves are described in the literature. More removed from the day-to-day frustrations of life, more 'holy', more helpful without being intrusive. She gives me useful information at the time it's needed. It would be helpful to get it a little before it's needed, but at least I get it.

So my personal experience is different from what I perceive to be the norm for people who have been through mind fracture. Most of the ones that I am aware have alters, generally tell me that they don't. Even after me watching them shift between them. I'm not sure why I am aware that I have them. I just am.

I have also been using shamanic soul fragment retrieval techniques to find and reintegrate bits of myself that have split off and run. Some are this life and some are past lives. When they behave, I feel more whole and complete than before. When they argue or struggle for dominance, it is exhausting. I do have access to a shaman to help make certain that I only accept soul fragments or alters that are actually me. Otherwise, it becomes a form of vampyrism, energy feeding on others. This is to be avoided.

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Marco Mirage replied to the topic 'The "reality" of the Secret Space Black Ops.' in the forum. 9 hours 11 minutes ago

So, Penny... About Alters... We All Have What We Call "Higher Selves"... I Can't Comunicated With My "Higher Self" When I'm Conscious In 3D. But, An Alter Is Another 3D Personality, In The Same Time Stream In Our Solar System As We Are, And Can Talk To You? But, The Alter Doesn't Move Your Consciousness To One Side, And Take Over Your Body? Like A Split Personality Can.

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PennyBradley replied to the topic 'The "reality" of the Secret Space Black Ops.' in the forum. 10 hours 52 minutes ago

I tend to think of my alters as 'other people' because we don't generally share memory. It really IS like talking to another person in my head.

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PennyBradley created a new topic ' The "reality" of the Secret Space Black Ops.' in the forum. 10 hours 54 minutes ago

There are more veterans of the various Black Ops coming forward all the time. Solar Warden. Kruger and Monarch supersoldiers. Nacht Waffen--although I haven't seen anyone yet admitting to Schwarze Sonne [the SS]. Planetary Corporations [ICC]. I even know individuals who assist in abducting us--they are also under duress and have not gone public. Even someone from the Japanese part of Dark Fleet [you knew there had to be one, right?] There are also Projects run by the CIA and allied agencies that definitely should be included. And not all are run by humans.

There are all kinds of descriptions and explanations for how we get there and why we can be killed there and still apparently be fine here. There are even folks now claiming that it's all spiritual, a more sophisticated version of it's all in our heads.

I admin a FB group of 3400 or so people with SSP/Black Op memories. Most are also Targeted Individuals. Some became Targeted after joining the group. If it's all spiritual, why are we being shot at? Why are our communications jammed?

Most of us veterans have misty memories that are fragmented badly. I remember vingettes. Moments in time that are clear as day, but I don't know how I got there or where I went after. This is actually really common for mind fracture victims and is one of the signs to look for in 'the real thing'. That agencies use alters--mind fragments--and call up what they need when they need it and put it back to sleep after. Does that mean the memory isn't real?

There is a lot of dispute in the community about alters in the natural body versus alters in a clone body. Nacht Waffen tends to use the body you were born in. The supersoldier companies tend to use clones as sleeves. It is a preference based on which ET race the Program is allied with, and what tech has been made available to them. These programs don't share tech. They tend to not even let each other know they exist--even when they are using the same asset.

Most of us born into this mess are used by more than one program. Some in our natural body, some in clone sleeves, and some in virtual reality. If you think it's confusing for you to keep up with, considering waking up in a different place at odd times and not even knowing the language that you are expected to speak. Sometimes they take you and don't activate the correct alter.

I can understand how some think that we are making it up as we go, and so jump in and act like it's a video game. Those people don't have the trauma. Those people never blink out in an interview or a conversation. The real ones have a tiredness about them--we have lived multiple lifetimes in this incarnation and our souls are exhausted.

So, is the SSP real? Yes. It's in THIS timeline. Only the Time Corporation visits other timelines. So we are in multiple bodies in the same timeline in the same incarnation. Just not usually in the same location. Is it confusing? Hell yes. Is it made worse by everybody and his brother having an explanation? Yes.

So welcome to my personal hell.

My first alter was in my natural body on Mars and in a ship in Nacht Waffen. She speaks German.
My next alter that I remember is in a clone that has been made into a cyborg and pilots a shuttle. When she speaks, it's in English.
My next alter that I remember is a CIA assassin on Earth and uses my natural body. She speaks Spanish and Portuguese.
My next alter that I remember was a Kruger supersoldier that was a fighter pilot and sensor array specialist on a mother ship--she is now a navigator on a spy ship for Nacht Waffen. She is in a clone body that has been replaced twice. She speaks English.
There was an alter that seems to not be active anymore who was a Monarch sex slave on Mars in a cloned body. She was drugged all the time and didn't speak much.
There is another alter who is SS and speaks German and is a high officer. I've only seen glimpses of her and they generally erase it right away.
I have an implant in this physical natural body that connects me to the "skynet" known as JADE. I am a human trigger for the Earth Defense Grid through this implant. Part of the system to defend the planet from attack by ETs or objects from space.

So when people talk about being in more than one program, in more than one trip, they are telling the straight up truth. Stewart Swerdlow says that at Montauk they split the boys' minds into a 13 x 13 x 13 cubic array of fragments. He wrote a book about it. That gives 2,197 alters available for programming. And these Black Ops tend to not waste any.

I have personally reintegrated and retrieved partial memory from 30 alters. I still have over 2K to go.

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