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Problem with most is that children can see things that adults do not... or likely are taught that what they naturally see is foolishness. All of us come into this world seeing spirits of ancestors and other entities... but that ability is eventually turned off by discouragement. How many of us had an imaginary playmate... and eventually discouraged from it? The third eye is closed... and sadly with video games and television our children are no longer encouraged to see from third eye. It is sad but the third eye in most is forever burned shut. What a blessing for an adult to be able to use third eye.

Then there is the Akashic record that is attached to one's soul. We all are born able to see Akashic record of past lives and even future lives. Again this ability is often discouraged and turned off at early age. Through proper meditation and sometimes hypnosis one can regain a limited access their Akashic record once more.

It sound like you have access to much more than most adults are able.

Dr. Tao

Thanks for your reply
It was very difficult not to lose this ability, starting around 6 yrs of age, although I was actually aware of this. I was guided very well through many means, even with the shadow people that show up next. I could see all the distractions that everyone I could see faced and it was a struggle to make it. I needed unbending intent. I was 23 when something happened that would keep me open from then on and I will put this story up soon.

When I was 5 yrs old we moved to nice place in the country. I had started school and on my first holidays I saw a black Shadow Person poke its head out from behind a tree, look at me and then dart back. I jumped and ran inside, where I wouldn't leave my mothers side for over a week. She noticed after a few days and asked me what was wrong and I told her. This was good because she then told me how my brother was being haunted and after this they shared all their stories with me. Crazy stories. Scary stuff.
I now believe a Djinn lived in the area with many Spirits. There were these natural standing stones around an empty water hole I often played in. One time a friend and I were walking past it when we both stopped suddenly, half turned and then both bolted all the way home without talking. Some natural instinct took us over. One night a Shadow Person woke me up by shouting in my ear. It checked to see if I was awake, then walked over to a group of other Shadow People and disappeared. I would mostly sleep with the light on after this.
When I was 8 or 9 yrs old I woke up to the most beautiful summers morning I had ever seen. It was around 7:30 am and I couldn't believe how incredible it was. I was excited and was about to spring out of bed, when I looked down and on my floor was a large Rainbow Lizard with a human like head smiling at me. It said, "Good morning," and I jumped and woke up again! It was actually pitch black, the darkness before dawn. This was my first and most major lucid dream.
I now believe this was the mold of the Lizard People - Draconians / Reptillians. In Carlos Castenedas books he says everything has a Mold. Humans, Trees, Animals. Its kind of all of them represented by a Spirit. I believe it was because of my Guide I saw this and also why I was being shown things rather than being just haunted.
Despite being brought up in a religion I had friends outside of this religion and I had a good school experience. One of my friends had a Ninja book by Masaaki Hatsumi which turns out to be important. My brother told me a story about how he had a dream and then the next day went out and saw what he had seen in the dream exactly. I tried to think what I could use this skill for but was unable to at the time. This turns out to be very important as well.
We ended up moving from this place. My Mum knew the people who moved into the house after us. They told her they were having experiences and that one time a Green Mist enveloped the kitchen. Much later I would often find this story hilarious. After moving the Shadow People followed me and I would get visited once or twice a year all the way up to the end of high school. There was nothing I could do to stop this.

After high school I became an artist and started seeking a way to fix the planet. The first thing I found was the Carlos Casteneda books. Carlos Casteneda was an anthropologist who began an apprenticeship with a Mexican Sorcerer and wrote a series of books about the teachings. I noticed that I had come in at the end of the series and I thought that this might be an advantage. I was very wary at first because of my religious upbringing and my experiences, but despite this I started picking up good habits and learning the way of the warrior / hunter. I related to the Sorcerer more than Carlos as I thought we had a lot in common.
The next thing I found was a book by Deepak Chopra and in this he had put a paragraph of Sufi wisdom. This paragraph explained the universe, the creatures and beings in it in a way I hadn't heard before. It was much more down to Earth than my religious upbringing. It was a - they are all just there and you are just here - kind of a thing. I felt much better after this and was able to relax for the first time ever.
The first thing I did was to move back home to my parents for a little as I felt the Shadow People would be there. I had no idea what I was going to do. Sure enough they did arrive and a female type Shadow Person woke me up at night with a group of others behind it. This time instead of resisting I ended up hugging it. It seemed surprised but then hugged me back and disappeared inside of me. I was actually in another dimension as I woke up again and drifted down into my body with my eyes already open.
This was the last time I ever saw them in this way, however my experiences were about to go to a new level.

It had now been over five years since high school and I hadn't thought of anything I could do to save the planet. I had nothing that I thought could win. I was about to give up and go and try to have a normal life. This was an important decision and I told the Universe and my Guide what I was thinking. This was actually the first time I spoke to my Guide. I boldly said, "If you don't do something or something doesn't happen within a month, i'm going to go and have a normal life." I was at peace with this decision and started to wait. When there was a week to go I knew there was only a week to go. It was on the second last night and I was outside and making my way back to the house when I thought, "Hang on. This is my second last night, I should give it a chance and see if I see something." I turned around and went back out to the yard. I looked around and then up to the sky.
It was a completely overcast night. The cloud cover was between very low and average height, blowing from North to South. Coming my way suddenly was a perfectly circle gap in the clouds. Soon it would be directly above me and just as it was about to do this I thought, "Here's a perfect opportunity for a ..."
Right then a massive black flying saucer, darker than the night sky, also flying from North to South, flew over the gap directly above me and then passed to the other side, as the circle gap continued on and over my house out of view. It was incredible! My whole life had changed. I guess my first thoughts were about technology and saving the world. I went back inside and to bed with a big smile on my face. I had a buzz about me for quite a while after this. This was my sign to keep going with my art and the inspiration to start learning a great deal more about everything.

I'd started seeing starbursts and that became a continual work in progress. I'd had the dream, where I dream't something in detail and then the next day went out and saw what I saw in the dream exactly. This is very important.
Soon enough, when I had enough energy I wanted to ask Spirit about what I had seen. I moved to a new place specifically to do this. I spent three days recapitulating my entire life, everything I thought about life on this planet and what I thought the situation was. I decided the only way to think about the spaceship was to treat it as a threat. I asked what it was I could do about this.
I remember it started with a bright starburst and then I started having visions and went through a few crazy months where time was stood on its head. The first thing I saw and the thing that stood out the most in this time was that I saw two balls of light spinning polar opposite in a circle, right in front of me. The spirit of the sorcerer (the spirit from the Carlos Casteneda books) laughed, "They must never meet!"
I remember a lot of what I went through felt like rubbish. Like a test I had already passed, however I went through many important things as well. I was attached to nature, the sun would shine with meaning, it started talking to me. The birds became helpers and their calls would pull me through even to this day. Something wanted to take me away to a black place, like dying and I wasn't ready. I knew I didn't have enough knowledge so I had to grip onto my coffee table. I spent years studying and only recently feel I could go.
I had more visions. I felt like a great deal of information was downloaded into me. I was seeing triangles everywhere and then one day I went for a walk where a jumbo jet disappeared out of the sky. This was very disturbing and the worst thing I had ever seen. I vowed to get it back.
I ended up getting out of this place. A friend picked me up and on the way home he took me to a movie - Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon. I felt like I was near dead before I went in but as soon as I saw that ninja at the start, most my energy came back with the rest following over a year or so. I will never forget that movie and how it brought me back.