Well I'll tell you I've been seriously looking into the disclosure space, since my husband listened to the very beginning of Randy Cramer's story. The phrase "Project Moonshadow" triggered memory recall that developed into temporal dysplasia. I was very glad to find Penny, because she has counseled people who have been effected by various programs, and understands that people have triggers implanted, whether physical, psychological, or astral, that can bring on extreme paranoia as well as other physical and psychological symptoms. Penny is subject to these kinds of triggers herself, which is why I wanted to step in and see if I could give you a little redirection and let you know you were causing some stress.
As to recommended videos, I think starting with the Mapping the Secret Space Program video (
), along with the Q&A with Eric she did after the program provides a good base. Then if you watch some of the early Nacht Waffen Pilot videos, you can find a few where Penny's guest couldn't make it, so her producer asks Penny questions about her experiences. Also, Nacht Waffen Pilot with Guest Herr Major--10-11- 2020 (
) is an interview with someone Penny served with in the Nacht Waffen.
Since your entrance into this space is through an interaction with an FBI investigator, you might be interested in someone who provides access to some government documents. You should check out Eric J. Hecker's website
Deciphering My Experience
. He keeps an archive of relevant declassified CIA documents on his site, as well as interviewing a number of other interesting folks.