Hi all
I am new to this community, and words cannot describe how immensely relieved I am that this exists. I began getting some memories back about 5 years ago, and while it felt nice to feel like I was getting some of my real self back, I had no idea what any of it meant. I knew nothing of the existence of the ssp until about 6 months ago. When I started listening to experiences speak on the subject, things started to click. But it wasn’t until I attended the 5-D conference in Las Vegas and met Penny, James, and Randy that I finally had the self confidence to admit (to myself) that I wasn’t crazy or on some ego trip, and that I was (and am) in fact involved.
So here I am, hoping to finally start sorting this out more clearly. I’ve had pretty bad ptsd most of my life ( which couldn’t be “logically” explained because the memories didn’t seem to match what I assumed was my timeline) so even just being able to acknowledge that there’s an actual reason for it gives me some sort of comparative peace. I realize there’s probably a boat load of unsavory memories still hiding in the background, but I’m glad see that there’s an actual community of people with whom I can share memories, without feeling endangered or judged.
So a massive thank you to all y’all that are making this possible!!!
I look forward to being able to share, learn, and to start finally putting these puzzle pieces together.